"A Biography & Personal account"

to help those under narcissistic leadership

You can come out of them today!


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Out of deception

-BIOGRAPHY 252 pages

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If you believe that Christians cannot be deceived, if you believe that Christians cannot be caught up into a cult, or perhaps you think this would never happen to you, then my story is for you. I was deceived but I did not know I was deceived. I was part of a cult but I did not know I was part of a cult.

This is my testimony, more a biography than a teaching. The aim of this book is not to cast judgment, shame or embarrassment on anyone, but to help readers understand how people can be under the mind control and abuse of a narcissistic religious cult leader.

Out of Deception is the true and open story of a woman, who finds freedom in Christ after her traumatic past in the occult. Despite her physical suffering, she finds her joy and strength in God.
   Witnessing is her passion and a group of wild ducks become her evangelizing partners.
   After being born again for 19 years, she and her husband are lured into an even deeper deception. They give up everything to serve God, even each other. Their wilderness journey for the next nine years is something she could have never imagined.
   The Holy Spirit awakens in her and she realizes that she has been under the mind control and abuse of an extreme narcissistic religious Cult leader
   What happens next in December 2020 changes her life forever.

This book was written to expose this deep end-time
 deception and to awaken and encourage
many who might find themselves
in a similar situation.


Romans 6:16

Know ye not, that to whom ye yield yourselves servants to obey, his servants ye are to whom ye obey; whether of sin unto death, or of obedience unto righteousness?

Why are you persecuting Me?

-A personal account 82 pages

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How do abusive religious leaders operate? In this book I will list and describe the actual mind control tactics that I went through in the religious cult. The focus was on one woman claiming to be the one and only bride of Christ, the birth of a physical holy man child, the preparation of the 144,000 and the coming of Christ in the flesh to birth this man child.

I was one of her closest disciples. I do not promote nor support any of the things that the leader taught me and that I experienced in the cult, but I hope while you read and come with me on my journey, that it will help you to better understand the warning signs or even recognize deception in your own life. 

The aim is not to cast judgment, shame or embarrassment on anyone, but to help readers and cult members make well-informed decisions for themselves. We are living in the end-times and false doctrines and deception are huge.

These cult leaders may be very intelligent, well educated and have an outstanding ability to charm, seduce, influence and control you with their mind control and "gaslighting" brainwashing techniques. They indoctrinate you with new things and repeat them often enough until you eventually believe it. They camouflage themselves in their Biblical knowledge and prophesy over you, then bombard you with all the mysteries and oracles from heaven. This makes it not so easy to discern that they are actually deceiving you, while they may exhibit behavioural characteristics or signs of extremism, narcissism, even sociopathic tendencies. 

You love God with all your heart and you are open for the supernatural. What happens when you are suddenly awakened by the Holy Spirit who makes it very clear to you that the ministry you dedicated your life to is actually a Cult?
   And what if your leader, who helped you to prepare for Jesus' coming in holiness, warfare, repentance and with many mysteries from heaven; what if this person is actually a narcissist, or a sociopath even? What if you are deceived but you do not know that you are deceived? What if you are in a Cult, but you do not know you are in a Cult.

This is the personal account of a simple housewife who loves God, has been born again for 28 years, but who was majorly deceived for nine long years. May this book be used to help and to encourage those who recognize similar experiences.
Know that your Heavenly Father sees you and that He hears your cries.

"My son, My daughter,
I love you, turn around and come out of them."
-are you listening?

Acts 26:14-18

14And when we were all fallen to the earth, I heard a voice speaking unto me, and saying in the Hebrew tongue, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.

15 And I said, Who art thou, Lord? And he said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest.

16 But rise, and stand upon thy feet: for I have appeared unto thee for this purpose, to make thee a minister and a witness both of these things which thou hast seen, and of those things in the which I will appear unto thee;

17 Delivering thee from the people, and from the Gentiles, unto whom now I send thee,

18 To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.

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